I’m up and feel like, like what’s all the worry for? 50/50 he will actually turn up and what could he do eh. Stare at me š we are in court.
I told the solicitors I believe he will be there! All these efforts, to not turn up seems futile.
It’s been 7 years since we were face on you’d used your child to find out where I was. The initial shock is what you thrive off š well there’s nothing now. She knows what games you’ve played and now, although it’s very sickening, now you are to be parents, will it kick in what you’ve done and what you are? Parenthood changes a woman. I wish you all the luck in the world child. A newborn in that environment let’s see what you have seen in your years and how it effects your parenting. We all know what’s in the family. I pray for you xx
I’m numb, like I said No anger no fear, no shock just motions. Get it out the way, get the order and come home š” I got out and heAled. I’m ok
I got a life to keep living, a life I chose not one I’m forced to be in. You went from one cage and put yourself in another. Happiness is earned, after deep thought I pity you.
Whatever occurs today I’ll be breathing, I’ve still got my limbs.
I’ve been watching some lovely people of late older than me. How they conduct their speech, attitude and present themselves is my aim for today.
Tomorrow continue the battle to stop this becoming a regular situation.
Jenny's Justice 