Realisations

I still live in the same house I was abused and raped in.

I chose to stay after we’d done moves around Birmingham, hostels and temporary accommodations.

If we had of moved, my children would not have stabilised. They were broken as much if not more than I was. The services were failing me,no one wS listening 👂 HE WIll BE BAck… I had to protect myself.

Now at least I’m connected, friends, etc, the neighbours know him and our story. Where would I be if I’d let them force me to move?

Not going to lie , I’m out a lot right now today I realised why! So I don’t have to sit in the space..look at the area remember it all. 😞🥺. I’ve changed the house of course but it’s an underlying stain, no matter what you cover it with it creeps through😶

So out I go again, if I stay in I’ll dwell, I cant do that, not good for my head.

These are the things the courts don’t see , they can’t comprehend the effects of what goes on .. the grass all looks the same through rose tinted glasses🧐 TAKE EM OFF AND SEE ME, SEE US , THE FAMILIES AND PEOPLE YOU ARE DAMAGING AS MUCH AS OUR ABUSERS…