So dutifully went and took in my papers to court.. had to see psu. Well I’m being effected by this more than I’d like to accept.
I lost control cried rocked hugging myself the guilt I hold for that girl is immense .. why guilt ? she met him and that family through us.. I couldn’t help her then and god almighty if she’s still there I’ll not be reaching her now ☹️.
Well I think I hold it all in around the kids, best I can .. when out in places talking on it the rawness appears, calls empty endless calls, constantly explaining it over and over there’s too much for people to take in!
What does need to happen is CHANGE IN THE LAW, CHANGE IN THE SYSTEM, PROTECTION FOR LIFE IF CASES PROVE LIKE MINE ITS REQUIRED. Certain info should not be under data protection release dates etc you the victim should be given them without question especially when you can prove they have contacted you.
Well I’ve got to now email psu lady my files she wants to understand, to see if my accusations are backed with the evidence I have stated.
I lost it why am I having to do this constantly up at court etc asking for the info police should be doing the research ..it’s not good for my mental health finding all this stuff out it’s been inwardly destroying ..
You knew using the kids would beeternally hurtful to me , what you have used her for would hurt me ,the court lady said that today , not me.. you truely are sick 🤢 .. she saw my anger and guilt for you getting your hands on one of the little ones ..she May be older now but again she’s one of the kids , was then so always will be to me, no different to all the others that pass through my doors ..
Well I’m home and like I told the lady your irrelevant here.. so back in the burning box 📦 you go , to be filed away until 19th June when we will again meet face on again mate im not hiding from you anymore.
Told them today that order ends on 26 September. If nothings done well it’s game on isn’t it .. you want my attention, you will get it , it’s far from what you knew so let’s wait and see if the dice will be rolled or you will get told ..
I’m heading for crown court so contest away, make it easier.. if I don’t get it this case I’m still beavering away behind the scenes in the correct way to get a criminal case started everyday till that order ends is a chance to stop you. One of those days will be the key 🔑
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