Court for support

I’m up and getting ready, court again today, I’m not well, family want me at docs ..They let me down, not going , is all I have to say.

Court again this morning, another journey into town, im trying to stay on top of it, but it always brings me down.

Why do I have to battle?, to stay safe from harm? Why don’t they comprehend the emotion, understand why I’m not calm!

The damage he’s inflicting, reaches further than a fist, your allowing him the power to make me suffer, do you want a list?

Right from the beginning, letters coming through, he’s incarcerated they say, no more danger to you.

Oh he will get out officer, angrier than before, he’s had a plan fulfilled it, got another vunerable to his score.

One of the children, my child’s friend from school, she knew already, so you think you broke no rule.

Integrated highly in our life, pics and posts to prove, due to age you think your sorted, think you payed it smooth.

Well I’ll tell you this, the evidence is there written in pen and ink, those in positions I’m speaking to, see it all and think.

To aware for your manipulation, to wise to be seduced, the chances of you tricking them are far much more reduced.

They pointed out you picking her, well you knew it would hurt me deep, cos my job is to protect them, the kids, and yes the pain you got to one, till now it made me weak.

Seeing your plan unfolded, lying there bare and raw, you really are obsessed let me explain some more.

All this time you’ve played a game, now it’s clear for all to see, all your little actions all come back to me.

Choosing her, she’s the victim, she could get in the house, tell you what was happening report back quiet as a mouse.

The years gone by the parties, the legion oh yes I know, you were there I got told we as a family decided not to go… lol 😂

The fact you are now pregnant and come back for more, you put yourself from one cell to another, it’s funny now I truely know the score

You got mentioned to your child, he picks similar clothes to you, the dna and gene pool gives him certain things you do.

Not having my own mum something I grew to know, we want to know where we’re from so hiding you would not help him grow.

He was raised with standards he knows humanity, he knows you as a parent don’t date the friends of the kids, do you see?

He knows her as one of them, parties weddings, and staying in our home, not my manipulation mate, he saw that on his own.

You really have lost, no matter what they rule on the day, up till March and your contact, well what can I say.

Life has moved on, your a memory from the past, this situation will soon be over, it’s not something I’ll let last.

She is more aware now of the type of games you play, knowing that she’s second best, do you really think she will wanna stay???

She is weak and moulded now, to all you persuade her to do, after learning she’s part of your plan, I give this guilt I hold back to you ..

It gives me back control, it helps me see bright and far, your nothing but bad memories , after this tour just a scar.( healed damage).