Child’s Birthday tomorrow

Morning, well I’m sat in silence, done my stretches to get my body moving but can’t do that with my mind..

it’s July tomorrow the court countdown begins .. as of yet no call to say papers are served.. Also it’s my child’s birthday How do you carry on eh? This is what they do t see , how do you create a party atmosphere ? Cos you have too ..

I’m doing my best but I know until I get heard, this will blanket my life.

The police are a joke in my case.. they failed to act on evidence in 2012 every service did .. probation social services police all the gps doctors they didn’t just fail me and my kids but his now wife who was my child’s friend and integrated in my family..

now they say it’s too historic.. I’ve been telling you and reporting since 2012 it’s not historic for goodness sake he’s contacted again .. ITS ONGOING AND CONTINUOUS!!!!

Well I’ve got a focus and next week I’ll be going above Birmingham police at Lloyd House .. This is not going away I’m not going away because HE THE RAPIST KEEPS COMING AND IS LIVING ROUND THE BLOODY CORNER..

he’s waited 7 years to have a child his wife made to wait that 7 years , tell me that’s not calculated/ controlling, as he knows the involvement from social services would be intense due to the ten known child sex offenders within his family ..

But no .. the law says he can do all of this on orders and licence , get away with it and contact me when ever he chooses..

I can’t wait for court in some ways … depending what happens I have an idea of what I’m going to do ..

If they won’t protect me I’ll protect myself.. Be ready cos it’s not going to be a usual scenario at all ..

They have no idea what we are left living , no actually they do!!! They know the police , the fear, intimidation anger, upset and distress it’s causing but THEY DONT CARE..

Well I’m not reporting to you any more your calls leave me bereft and broken..

I’ve promised myself this year the 13th continual year of his abuse to me will be the end..

How can the police leave a person so unprotected? How can they tell you to compile the evidence then tell you because they didn’t act it’s too late .. no this is here again because of his contact … I’m not chasing him sending him messages .. he’s found me ..

I know there’s more to this and I will keep digging away until the answers are solved and reasonings arelooked onto as to how all this has happened..

He contacts and he’s given a choice whether to attend court or not.. there’s a simple problem HE SHOULD BE FORCED TOBE THERE LIE I AM .. it’s wrong from the offset he’s the bloody criminal..

Well on with the day thinking on the emails .