Time ticks by…

So everyday I wait for the mail… I need the paperwork to land so I can be certain the order was changed ( by the judge not me) you are to attend the next hearing … I get flustered in the court, my support said that’s what was spoken, but until I see it I can’t believe..

The other thing I sent will be received and action will be moving … I know it was a sneaky move but I’m now playing the way you and the law have played me.. it’s my turn to find any loophole possible to stop you from being near us.. contacting us .. it’s time your lies are uncovered ..

If you believed you were untouchable, you’d of come to court , cocky and sure , with your clueless child bride in tow , like last time, but you saw you have no control here, you know don’t you that I’m a nerd 🤓 I will find the path to get us to crown court it becomes clearer every day with every positive step forward I make ..

It’s taken me 7 years to heal but even I didn’t know , I never have understood. I am a lighthouse, my strength is seen for miles , my shine blinds if you get too close, I’m a happy creature deep down, talented, clever, creative, caring and I’m full of empathy and understanding down to what I’ve endured in life.. I have much to offer and I’m doing it.

I was here before you did your damage, kids music growth enhancement these are my energisers and I enlighten lives, I’m there to help and befriend..

This with us and the school battle, woke me . I’d been sleeping, hiding from the pain of the damage. I’m awake now and although still wounded I am stronger cos I know , I am stronger coz I believe, I am stronger because yet again I’m reborn and this time I am controlled ..

let’s see what we can do with belief and focus … I ain’t had that before .. it’s empowering

Physically I’m dying , no meds still , better for my brain and body . Yes I ache and cry but I have lost some weakness in the core .. I can do a solid hour of pottering before I must lie down but I’ve adapted my room so my abilities can be done from bed 🛌 lol 😂

I will bring an end to this once and for all , makes a change you running this time, makes no sense when you made the initial contact. It’s got to be addressed MR. Your due a baby , you want this hanging over the birth of it ? You want warrAnts issues so your new wife has the life of door off police in and searches? Or did you give her that gift already? Be a man come and finish what you started. You know, I now know where u are .. I have options when this paperwork comes, arguing everyone on what I WANT YO DO …

I WILL KNOW WHEN THE TIME COMES IM KINDA DETERMINED AND ITS ALL OFF A FEELING .. I have to know, see with mine own eyes 👀 be sure no mistakes this time .. this process with you ,will be the last time I’m in a courtroom. I’ve seen too many with my brothers antics, I’ve lost so much in those buildings this time the building is gonna give me something back lol 😂

So onwards 🐷, to a day where your a thorn from the past that spikes here and there but I can pull it out and carry on.

Leave a comment