Yet another month begins.
I sorted the uniform grant and school meals. No one has answered as to how my son hasn’t had dinners for last the three months. It will get answered I won’t go away till it does. You are the educated! You are the Carers of our children when we hand them to you.. is this appropriate care? I feel He’s been victimised by you all. Does it make you feel accomplished when you look in the mirror? Speaks volumes about you as people.
On top off that there’s been the courts and it’s process. Hours sat , in the company of all sorts. Why do they still not have two rooms one for us and one for them ? It causes problems, one man waiting for his wife kept getting harassed and growled at by the other parties to their case.. these are simple changes that can be made to simplify the tensions in the waiting areas.
Then there’s the system.. How do they leave you a rape victim to find the abusers address? Tell you to serve the papers 🤣😆 I have to laugh , my history with him is horrific. After all this time and the knowledge I have I am tempted to take that risk and serve these papers myself. WHY? So I know it is done and we are not going to be wasting time, so I see an end to this for me.. Your driven to these moments after years, after the police refuse to act , after the courts system fails, where are our rights ??? Who made the legal team so overbearing they are telling the judges what they think will get the case through fast. They took out half my original statement!! Yes I argued it, but we have no voice in there… they don’t want to listen 👂
To top things off, my stepmum died this week, and I’ve got a painful lump growing under my skin, on my head above my temple, getting it checked today.
I’m aching, exhausted and just want this month to be done so I can just get back to simplicity.
My money meeting is Monday. I just can’t be arsed. They want to punish me for having to do, I’m to tired to fight it.
They want to punish me for having to sit in court,not take my meds so my brain works, let them.
They want to punish me for using my anger positively to help, then bloody let them.
There comes a point where, you just stop caring. Every other service has bent me over while whistling the National Anthem, least when these do it I’ll know the words🤣
