Since I got the letter from probation and the police said there’s nowhere to go, I’ve been stressed 😩 . I knew there was, so question …why do they lie? It upsets my mojo badly, I get so angry 😡 this is not a good place for me to be.
The pressure of serving the court papers alone is enough, but the pressure of finding where to go next is also a mission of its own.. no ones forthcoming it’s taken 13 years to get passed the police and probation. How is that when I’ve reported everything I could. You give in, it hurts in ways words cannot describe.
How does a victim of a crime get the same level as rights as a criminal? How does data protection help me? Where is the support network from the professionals? Why do they damage us after what we have just come out of or are suffering.
When will you people understand! You are killing off the last bit of a person, I’ve been broken by the system so many times and rebuilt I am a Phoenix. I sit in pain at that laptop scanning printing its immense.
Well now papers are served and accepted at two addresses, two things can happen:
1. He turns up and the next battle in the war begins.
2. He states he never signed, don’t turn up and we go round the carousel again.
In the meantime I will follow due process down it’s barbed wire path, cut and bleeding as I go, when I get to the end and I’m scarred know this people ” A scar is a healed wound”.. you will not take my spirit, you never could 🤣☺️🥰
If I didn’t have the volunteer things I’m doing right now, I’d of gone down, mind melt, emotional retard, I’m so thankful for the focus.
